what is this self-discipline you speak of?

And here I am again, surfing aimlessly instead of studying, about get myself well down the road to serious butt-fuckedness as far as law school goes, all because I remain congnitally incapable of exerting effort for more than two minutes continuously. WHY IS THIS?? Why must I arse around until late at night? WHY HAVE I NO GUMPTION?!?

If gumption's the word I'm looking for. I think maybe it's not...I tend to associate it with informing someone that These Boots Are Gonna Walk All Over Him (i.e., the someone). But I dunno.

Ok, Civil Procedure, here we come. Or...maybe I should start with Torts. Or...hey, look over there! Shiny!

Sigh.